Reason

Reason

Sometimes we want to make sense of the world when there is no way to make sense of what is happening to us. Well, maybe that is what happens when you--the enlightened--or spiritual--or whatever--person is trying to make sense of things that DO NOT MAKE SENSE!

You--all my numerous (?) readers will have to pardon me. I have been listening and trying to apply self help--spiritual--Tao--books and tapes to my life. I am trying to GROW. In my advenced years, I find myself in situations that do not hold up to reason and I want to deal with them in a healthy way. Believe me when I say--51--is not too old to learn. I have learned more in the past 1 1/2 years than I have learned in many previous years.

What I have found is that in this stage of life I find myself being an empty Nester--under-employed--time on my hands--person--that is able to contemplate life--look at life--and participate in life at a different level than I ever thought possible. I am able to do or not do, be or not be, buy or not buy, take part or not take part, in a way I have never been able to before. [If you are young and do not understand--just wait.]

I, for what it is worth, am HAPPY with myself--probably for the first time in a very long time.

Believe me when I say it is worth the wait--but at the same time--don't wait--grab it--learn it--live it!!!!!

Take care,
MissT